c h o c o l a t e c o a t e d r a i n b o w s

Thursday, November 30, 2006

Stupid flu GO AWAY!!!
It's making me so sick...

♥ 11:41 PM

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Thanks for telling me that im soooooooooo busy
Ya?
Till i wished that i have 48 hours a day
Till i felt that i'm splitting into different pieces
Till i wished that there is a few more of me
Till i had to struggle to stay awake
Till i had no time to sleep
Till i had no time to think for myself
Till i'm soooooooooo stressed up that i lose my cool so easily now
Till i had to tell myself that i'm a strong girl after undergoing so many so many things in the past

Somehow this just made me recalled what he told me before so directly that it hurt me so much
What he did and said just contradict his every actions

... ...
Sometimes, I wonder if you have the same thoughts as me about...everything...

♥ 10:25 PM

Just as i was about to go bonkers with the editing of Mr Zhang's marketing plan, Mr Tham sent me this:
http://lishkins.youaremighty.com/
HAHA!
SO COOL CAN!
It's really a motivation and moral booster
Hahahaha

Then he sent me this too:
http://albinoblacksheep.com/flash/numa.php
At least this video made me laugh for a while...

That Mr Zhang ah!
I didn't know he went offline le lah!
Made me rush to edit his work
At least let me know mah!

♥ 12:39 AM

Friday, November 24, 2006

Many many thanks to many many people today
Thanks to Mr Raymond Yap for advanced birthday wishes
Thanks to David from Great Eastern for the pretty pink hand-written card and the call from you today
Thanks to my parents for the mango cake
Thanks to Leonard Tan, Flynn, Shiyin and Wei Liang for wishing me happy birthday on MSN
Thanks to Stephanie for the birthday wishes via my tagboard
Thanks to Janice for giving me two birthday hugs
Thanks to Mr Neo for singing birthday song for me while i was taking breadcrumbs.
Thanks to Mr Sim for knowing my birthday. I didn't expect the lecturers to know my birthday lah
Thanks to Culinary Science Class P05 for singing birthday song for me
Thanks to all the birthday wishes from Chef Patrina, Chef Joyce, Ms Pauline, Ms Daga, Mr Kelvin Seah and the malay guy who was like in charge of the keys Thanks to all the freshies. I still do not know how they know about my birthday Thanks to Ricky, Zhi Hao, Carrie, FLora, Siang Ling, Lee Cha, Shiyin and Sam for wishing me happy birthday via sms
Thanks to Eslyn and Jay for the nice chocolates. So nice until i couldn.t bare to eat it
Thanks to Mr Neo, Kok Liang, Carrie, Dilys, Sir Kiat, Elizabeth and Phyu Thi for the birthday wishes via Friendster
Thanks to Grace for the 48mins belated birthday wishes
Last but not least, thanks to the Mars and causeway gang- Janice, Dilys, Vivenne, ah Long and Leonard for the birthday surprise
And also thanks to him for the cakes, chocolates and accompany

This is the first time i go so many birthday wishes from so many people
I'm yellow with xing-fu-ness =)

♥ 11:08 PM

Monday, November 20, 2006

Worked at Sentosa Resort and Spa was fun especially in the day when i'm working with Dilys, ah Long and Mars.
There's really a big big difference from Ritz-Carlton
Can't seem to list out differences...that kind of feeling is just so hard to describe
Somehow i regretted staying back
Because I felt so super bored without the 3 of them around
Furthermore alot of them are malays
And they communicate in Malay
They are all nice people la
Managers are nice too
Just that they all communicate in malay among themselves
I always felt that I've learnt alot in Ritz-Carlton...from scratch...i know nothing about service...i nothing about everything...pick up alot of things along as i worked...all thanks to the patient groupmates i had...
At least everyone speaks English there
And the security had nice people there
For once i felt so proud to be working in Ritz-Carlton
Made some new friends there...from HTM...second year second semester...in TAS too...i didn't see them before until the last sunday...then saw them time in school for the first time today...so qiao3...we were all wondering why we didn't get to see each other before working there and the next day we all saw each other
haha...
The malay guys there nice people too...they kept asking me if everything is ok...the bartender came in to help me occassionally
The malay girls seem to be cold towards the new staff though...
I shan't talk about Xiao Yan and David...

After work was chaotic
We WALKED from the hotel back to the HR office lor!
My feet was almost like breaking
But then talking with the HTM guys along the way helped me to forget the pain for a while...afterall i didn't really talk much during the dinner...finally get to talk with people i can click with of course i would talk more lah!
Haha
How chaotic?
Whole bunch of people crowding at the security office to collect money...and the security uncle was so slow...and to make everything worse there's this malay plumb security with attitude problem
The next time i will work night event only if the 3 of them are working also

Alright
Then on Saturday i went back to Ritz-Carlton
Worked together with Michelle to serve the VIP table =)
I also saw Pei Yun and Chien Hui!
And i saw none of them!
I didn't know that i missed out so much while i was MIA
Thanks to her...she updated me with the details that i missed out =)
We had lots of work to do...so after the event at 5pm...both of us went to beg Boon to release us early...in the end the rest of the girls were also released at 5pm lah...when the both of us were begging so hard...
She wanted to come my house to do application letter and resume so after dinner at the Hardwork Cafe i accompanied her back to her house to pack her stuff
Her mum asked to might as well stay over at my house
So while she went to bath i sat down beside her mum to watch Huan2 Zhu1 Ge Ge and i got addicted to it!
During the mid-term break we are going to have Huan2 Zhu1 Ge Ge marathon at her house
Haha

Had some heart-to-heart talk with Michelle throughout the bus journey to her house
And we cleared some misunderstandings too! =)
We talk about EVERYTHING that happened at work
And i found out on a lot of things
And i found out how ********* backstabbed me
She's the second mastermind behind EVERYTHING after that fateful incident at M-floor
But thanks to you too
Inspite u trying to tiao3 bo2 li2 jian1, both of us are still good friends and now we are closer good friends
And i felt so touched that Michelle trusted me so much unlike some other people who can just throw away a 6 year++ of friendship overnight
Like what people say, "huan4 nan4 jian4 zhen1 qing1"
That's so true

It's a blessing in disguise I would say.

♥ 9:20 PM

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Just reached home from work
It was a 950pax dinner and dance event
No wonder they were all frantically calling people to work
Am i stupid or kind-hearted?
Anyway, working was fine
Except that being MIA for so long i saw a lot of unfamiliar faces
But it's nice being able to see the "old friends" =)
Oh ya...and i saw Kenrick too
This time not in the tuxedo but in chef uniform
He always have to pinch my cheeks

Sharon had a hard time guessing his name
When i finally told her
She went, "OOOHHHHhhhhhhhhh! I interviewed him myself the last time. A good catch. He's a very honest guy."
Didn't know Sharon gossips too
Haha

Khor thanked me for coming down to work when he saw me
And you know what's the next thing he said?
"fen1 shou2 le ma? hai2 zai4 yi4 qi3 ah?"
So just nice i was at the bar and Alvin was there
Now what he said too?
"wa. hai2 zai4 yi4 qi3 ah? wei4 shen3 me4 na4 me4 jiu3?"
Everytime i saw them...even though it's different questions but the topic is the same

When i was still you-know...they was all asking if they got chance a not...i know Khor and Alvin were always joking la...
But to the rest...either from workplace or school...i don't what i did or say that made them misunderstood...
Come to think of it...i think i had hurt him the most
Indirectly
Non-intentionally
From what Michelle and Alvin told me...he was really depressed
Made me sound like a bad person
Its not wrong to reject people mah...
I'm sorry if i had said something or done something that lit the spark and made them made them think that "I'm the one"...it wasn't on purpose
Please don't wait for me
I'm not worth waiting for...
Just give up on me
There are so many other girls who are so much more better than me
And to him, i hope he will find the real true missing jigsaw puzzle in his life...it can't be me...

Hmmm, well, weeks had just passed like that
Perhaps it was what i had experienced in the first semester...i should put all those bad and terrible experiences at the back of my head and see things in a different perspective
I wanna thank Janice for always being there. =D

i need help.
please help me to get you out of my head.

♥ 1:58 AM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Khor called me to go work tomorrow
Must be Sharon told Khor that she cannot convinced me
But the main problem is that i'm too kind-hearted
Even if him/her was my friend i would replace him/her too
Furthermore i know Khor well enough to say that he is a man of words
I just hope that i will have nice group members and i hope that i won't meet those "mean people"
You all know what i mean
I would be a happy working girl if they are not around...

Come to think of it...that fateful incident happened a few months back
It made me realised the value of friendship and it also made me realised who were my true friends in times of need
It also made me immuned to all those "barkings" like what those people who would term it as
Even though it will still somehow affect me...but definitely not as much anymore
Should i be thankful that this incident occurred to me?
Somehow i am...

Nevertheless, there are still people there who treated me well
This is comforting enough...

To the IG team, I will be there spiritually with you guys tomorrow. I really couldn't reject my manager. I'm so sorry.

♥ 9:33 PM

Monday, November 13, 2006

I want to get Sony Ericsson phone too!
After i knew about the face wrap function...
Me, Dilys, Vivienne and Leonard just couldn't stop laughing
The four of us were taking pictures of each other using the face wrap function and laughing at every funny faces we saw
Leonard's Johnny Bravo...
It's totally hilarious
Haha!
I'm going to work and save up to get a new phone before my phone i'm using now really spoil

After that we left school for dinner at Harbour Front Shopping Centre
Leonard was not eating with us so he and Yudi went off in his car
So as we were walking towards the Visitor Departure Centre, we saw Leonard parking his car there with Yudi inside
He wanted to give us a ride out to the city but there's just too many of us.
Leonard misses us lah...
Come to think of it...this past few days and weeks the same old group of us always went out to have dinner in his car
He's not use to driving out without us in his car lah...
We thought he droved off already but he still came back
And he said that there will be a long queue at the Visitor Departure Centre for a few times
Haha!
Must be lah!
Hahaha
So we got into Leonard's car
Ah Long was in the front seat TOGETHER with Yudi
5 of us were in the back seat
Dilys on "Maria's" lap
Vivienne in the middle
And i'm on Janice's lap
This is classic man.
Haha.
Ah Long was putting his arms around Yudi
From the back view...Yudi looks like a small boy boy and ah Long is the big kor kor
Haha
We were laughing all the way...

aww...i can't imagine school life without them

♥ 8:38 PM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

I realised that my previous entry was in bits and pieces
Heh...
My thoughts were just everywhere
But i'm still here in the wee hours of the morning
Luckily migraine is gone
And i had instant noodles when i reached home to survive through the night

Oh ya!
When i came online while eating instant noodle...Vin came to talk to me
Vin: u still look as pretty as before
Hehehehee
And he wanted me to promise him that i will sms him when i haven't had and lazy to cook
Then he will buy dinner for me...special delivery...
He must have a motive one la...

I'm finally done with Chapters 2, 3, 4, 13 and 15 of the group project
Left with Chapter 6- The Theme
And Janice fell asleep already...

I think my phone is going to spoil...how?

I knew it would be like that. I knew my priorities right from the start. Because i've been through it before...where i'm being reprimanded for neglecting him...where i will always cry while on the phone with him without him knowing. I thought that he was supposed to understand and he said that he will understand. All the things that he had done. He knew that i was having my prelims and 'A' Levels. I should have listen to my best friend. Toying my feelings. Qianer said that i met a jerk. Now i think he is a despo. And he tried to put all the blame to himself after that. Why? Because he is guilt-stricken? But thanks to you. I know who are my true friends who walked me through the darkness. Rachel, Alvin, Raymond and Kian Pong.
I WON'T FORGET.

♥ 1:46 AM

Monday, November 06, 2006

Eslyn: cant stand ur sickening smile leh. it is just so contagious
HAHA!

I think i got food poisoning
Must be the squid's ink that contaminate the soup
And i still eat from that pot of soup
Stomach pain for the whole day today

Mither President: so must be abi shake poison u. (Abhishek threw that squid in you see...) u should sit next to me. then i ll tell u wat nice to eat. then ll not be poisoned. haizz.

Me: a bit too late to say this now...haha

Mither President: next time lor. hehe

Haha. Next time, i will consider about eating squids for steamboat outside

I'm starting to feel stress about school work now
Actually after talking to Eslyn that evening i can feel the stress already
This stress kind of motivate me to go on further
But sometimes it will just make me feel more stressful

Today's Communication Skills 2 consulation session was terrible.
I wasn't at the right state of mind too
Hai...
Next consultation session will be better.

Leonard showed me this video today
Haha
He said that i must have been like that when i was a baby
Because...
I like to laugh
When something happens i will laugh
Nothing happens i will still laugh
Hahaha!

♥ 9:00 PM

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Did i mention before that I LOVE IG OUTINGS?
There are always so much fun fun FUN!
And lots of photo takings!
Today's steamboat session at Marina was sort of a farewell session for the IG seniors
Ivy, Anita and Kissy were the only seniors there
After that we went to Cafe Cartel at Raffles Shopping Centre for DESSERTS
I had Eastside Brownie Stack
I always told Dilys about the chocolate brownie they serve
And today finally get to share it with Dilys
I SO super full now

I wonder how Leonard tie a knot with the cherry stem using his tongue
Vivienne was saying that he must be a good kisser
Haha!
And Leonard asked, "You want to try?"
Hahaha!
We wouldn't want to
He can let his girlfriend can try all she wants
HAHAHA!!!

Thank you, Mr Dillion Lee, for the wonderful desserts!

Yeah!
I'm so proud of HTB dance too!
Of course not forgetting our HTBIG item!
=D

~*(star light, star bright, first star i see tonight
wish i may, wish i might, have the wish i wish tonight)

♥ 11:27 PM

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Before i start to get busy with my work
I just want to throw up what had happened this week...

Well, the few significant things that happened was Janice's birthday and Leonard's birthday
I was so proud of my masterpiece...Janice's birthday card!
After all the staying up and burnings of joss stick and candles
A lot of plannings were done for Janice's birthday
A lot of last minute crop ups
But in the end it was still had big surprise in school for Janice...right? Haha
All thanks to the help of Dilys, ah Long, Vivienne, Mars, Leonard, Eslyn, Swee Han, Jay and Mr Dillion Lee
I like the playground downstairs at Janice's block
Me, Janice, Dilys, ah Long and Leonard were playing there and with sparklers

Happy 3 friends!!! =)

And the next day was Leonard's birthday
Whether he's coming to school was a big big concern
Luckily he came
He's supposed to wear that Elvis Presley rubbery plastic wig for the whole day but it was not selling in Toys'R'Us anymore
Such a pity! Haha

I love birthday celebrations.
I love creating birthday surprises for my friends.
I love singing birthday song.
I love birthday cakes.
I love making birthday wishes.
I love blowing off the candles.

And Leonard, thanks for the dinner!

Deep down inside, I still believe in fairy tales' "happily ever after" endings
Blame it all on the fairy tale story books
And all the sweet and touching serial dramas and movies
Right now at this very moment, if i have three wishes
I wish that Janice will oercome whatever obstacles together with "Michelle"
Please believe that there will always be rainbow after the rain
I wish "Maria" will be more 贴心 and 细心 to Dilys.
I wish ah Long will meet a girl he likes and likes him as much for a reason
And let the reason be love
(hehe. Stephanie, this sentence of yours is so sweet!)

"but as long as u still laugh...mean tat everything s still ok" -Mither President

♥ 2:41 PM