Thursday, October 30, 2008
I finally got to hear myboyfriend's voice! He called...just to hear me whine and cry about my work. The Marriott Hotel New Year Countdown...Weng agreed with Aziz to drop the whole event. After what I've been through. All the constant reminders by Weng of how important clients they are...all the constant reminders by Weng to follow up closely on this event...all the shit I get when Weng gave empty promises...all the trouble I went through to source for bands accordingly to what clients want...ended up...he made me sound like as though I did not do my job...he even questioned what my actions...Clients will not further decrese their budget if he hadn't gave them empty promises...if he had took immediate actions when I told him about the first complain. Yes...Aziz might have showed him "facts"/"figures"/"black and white" or whatsoever and said that he don't want to do the job and adviced to drop the whole event...I'm not trying to say that Weng only listens and agrees to whatever Aziz says (in fact, he always does)...not even jealous or envious or whatsoever...it's the fact that client would not be so impatient and angry and disappointed in us (I mean Weng) and further lower the budget...it's all the shit I've went through for the past few months...now...just a sms...he agreed to drop the whole event...ARGH forget it...I don't know how to put it in words.
And...myboyfriend got to go back to work...:(((
time please fly faster...
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1:43 AM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
myboyfriend flew away from me today...no...yesterday...to the open arms of Kangaroo Island. BOO!
Run back to my arms ok? I'm waiting!
Caught High School Musical 3 on screen with my mum and brother. It was more cheesy, more drama, more singing, more dancing and at certain scenes...I felt that it has a kind of bollywood style in it...erm...you know...where one of them start to sing and dancers just came from nowhere. The ending part got me teary...nevertheless, it was a uber great show!
I miss twirling on my tiny toes...
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2:01 AM
Friday, October 24, 2008
The client from Marriott Hotel called me up to scold me again. He don't want to call Aziz first...since he has officially manage the whole event. He don't want to call Weng directly. He has to call me first. TSK. Why also me first? Weng still can ask Aziz why did I liaise with client directly. What does he mean by that man? I can't believe this question came out of his mouth. He was the one that keeps promising clients and fails to deliver at the end. I was always the one absorbing all the scoldings directly from clients. He gets panic of losing the job or client when he receives the complain call from client himself and then get so worked up and make it sound like all was my fault. Not that I didn't keep him updated that client is getting impatient. Client didn't complain when i was still coordinating the whole thing. There were meetings every week. I source high and low for bands. even to the extent of entertaining the Marketing Director of The Arena. I make sure designer work within the given budget. Except the fact that I'm not technically well-trained and experience, everything else was done nice and sweet. So upon knowing what he said, I did something bad. I told the guy who sourced bands for me according to my what I want and my budget and hold on the the bands for me, to release the bands that he was still holding on to. I'm not going to care. Ever since the Orchard Tower incident, I'm not very happy with Weng. I became a little rebellious towards him. The more he nag and chase after me for payment, the more I don't want to update him. Of course I was still doing my work. I keep the whole world in the c.c. loop but NOT HIM. He kanchiong lo...in the end get Eric to nag and chase after me. I think I sounded bad, mean and evil here. He - my big boss ar...the first person to make me so 委屈 till I teared to sleep. Zain was not even capable of that.
Alex msn-ed me. Hmmm. Was a little surprised though...especially when he was trying to explain to me. The fact was that I had already let it go after the second time he came back, before him. Work is the main big reason of how and why. Seems like work is still the...er...no...it depends. He requested for a last thing when he flew back again...but I rejected. It will be better if everything happened and ended there.
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5:34 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008
I was still thinking on how I can disappear for a few hours from work. then I realised that it's going to be a public holiday. Just as when i thought that luck is standing on my side, myboyfriend knows what my pea-sized brain is thinking. My plans were exposed. foiled. one be one. I thought it will be 天衣无缝. 打了勾勾也盖了章. Now I just have to dread the "countdown days" that he will be leaving to some island far far away with lots of kangeroos. The name of the far-far-away-island sounds like kangeroo. Reminded me of the "walulu" joke i made unintentionally. Hoping to hear his voice and then patiently wait for him to come back.
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4:30 PM
Thursday, October 16, 2008
They are playing ping pong. and I am the ping pong ball.And everyone seemed to be good at Tai Qi.So what..? I should start learning too?
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8:13 PM
Thursday, October 09, 2008
To tell how bad and terrible my day at work yesterday...I teared to sleep.Yes. That's how bad and terrible my day was.The only time where I woke up and get to see myself in single eyelid. The only time where I wanted to fake an MC. The only time where I don't care if I'm late or not. The only time where I just wanted to be a spoilt lil brat.The time where I needed a big bear hug.
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1:45 PM
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
I was frustrated when Irwin was talking to me. He was frustrated when I was talking to him. Not that we are unhappy with each other though. It's just...not as simple as it seems or sound. We ended up pouring out our thoughts and feelings to each other during late evening break. We were like at our wits' end...don't know who to turn to. And so we agreed to be buddy buddy. We have only each other to depend on anyway. The two new staff from Myanmar were...hmmm...like Ying Ying. How they smile and nod at whatever you said or asked like as though they really understand. Bosses are...bosses. The other team were stuck in another on-going project. So...ya...
五天里，错过了就是少一天。
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1:00 AM
Monday, October 06, 2008
不管我是被人骗还是被人捅等之类的。。。我都会在意想不到的情况下知道真相。老天爷还是对我蛮好的嘛:)
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4:16 PM
Saturday, October 04, 2008
如果我有哥哥的话，他一定是我的理想哥哥。所以，谢谢你。
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9:05 PM
