c h o c o l a t e c o a t e d r a i n b o w s

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Yesterday i only had to go for a 2-hour Accounting lecture
And today i only had to go for a 1-hour TTO lecture
Went RITS for lunch for TTO with Janice, Kate, Eason, Keng Kee and his two friends, Joel and Terrence
After Janice, Kate and Eason went off for Commsk tutorial the rest of us sat there and chit chat for another 1 hour
Mr Lee came to join us as well
Haha

Lezann vomitted in her playpen and it happened that mummy went to fetch my brother back home for lunch
I was typing out TTO field trip assignment when she started crying
When i went out to look at her she pointed at the mess
OH MY!
I got Emetophobia...
But...haa...its not certified lah
For that moment i really don't know what to do
She looked at me with her watery eyes...
Guess she was really afraid
Because she was standing at that same spot and looking around the mess
How could i leave her there in a mess like that???
So i carry her out from her playpen...
Found her new set of clothes
And clean up for her
Haha
I was a little bit clumsy though...haha
I called mummy and she said she will clean up the rest
Was supposed to go bath and get ready for school
But i had to look after her and play with her
She laughing and running around after that
In the end i had to rush for school and was late for 15 minutes
Then i found out that she likes to stick her fingers in her mouth
No wonder mummy sounded so calm over the phone
Humph
Naughty Lezann

TP rejected me but somehow I'm still a half-TP student in the end
What IF I'm a HTM student?
Will my life be different from what I'm experiencing now?
Yes of course.
I wouldn't join htbIG
I wouldn't get to know all the wonderful friends
Haha
You all know who you all are =)
But but but
I haven't mentioned about projects yet...

♥ 9:38 PM

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Excuses
Excuses
Excuses
Stop going around and telling people how pitiful you are
Let me tell you...
It's not just once...
That's why i said...go do some self reflection first...

She said something
I find it so true
Even though at that point of time she was refering to someone else
Hai...

Oh my oh my...

♥ 11:58 PM

Monday, January 29, 2007

Fake
Pretentious
Like what Tracy said
Disgusting
You didn't do or ask anything before during after
And now you are saying such things behind Tracy's back
Please ask yourself what you've done for Marketing project, TTO project and BESE project
I still had to do your competition analysis because you took such a long time to edit
Ah ya yes
We DID told you to edit
But somehow...
After one month and a few weeks there's nothing from you
And you happily went back to your hometown with your friend and can still tell me how long you will be away
That's why i had to do it

THESE people...didn't do anything and in the end accuse us of not giving them anything to do
One of my Travel Geography groupmate last semester was worst
I was so mad at what she said
THESE people always have excuses for themselves

Please please please go face the wall and do some self-reflection before you all start barking
Including you...the problem with you is not just in projects...but also...your attitude i would say...
That's why...even though we are in the different class this semester...i'm still very turn-off by you sometimes...
And definitely not due to stress

Projects really made us see the true colours of people around us
And how unfair the school system is...

♥ 9:26 PM

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Don't have to go for dance today because i'm on the floats!
Floats people coming in next week onwards
That's why i had been lazing around at home today
Haha

Finally done with the projects!!!
Left with commsk la
But it feels as if everything is done!
I feel great!

I wanna dance like there's no tomorrow

♥ 11:57 PM

Monday, January 22, 2007

My temperature shot up by a few degrees celsius after CommSk face-to-face
session with Mr Seah
My head is throbbing like mad now
I can't believe my group reach to this stage...
I was controlling myself during the consultation until i saw Leonard...
I hope everything turns out fine after tomorrow when we talk everything out
Thought of giving Muwardi Chandra Jason a lecture
But i still want to live till i carry grand-children
Unless i recover micraculously tomorrow
Anyway i have no rights to that too
As a friend?
Nah!
I give up!

I've lost track of time
Each day I don't know which date I'm living in
I've forgotten my mummy's birthday is tomorrow
I've forgotten that day of every month
I almost forgot about that day too
I've neglected so many so many things
I just know when are the project deadlines
And I wake up everyday just to do projects
The so-called group projects...
What is life?
I've forgotten the feeling of studying with my fellow Singaporeansss
What is teamwork?
What is co-operation?
.
.
.

♥ 6:48 PM

Tracy's cosy little room is made up of mattresses
About 60% to 70%
A sick person like me...
The first thing that came into my mind was...
SLEEP!
Haa
But of course i didn't la
I was so well-taken care of
Not only i was fed with medicine
That green colour cold remedy
*Eeeee yucks*
I was also fed with nuts
Choco flakes
Plums
Dried fish
Yoghurt candies
Cup noodles
Spicy beef veins
Ice cream
And more nuts
Hahaha
She even made me "da pau" two cold remedy pills
PILLS!
That will cause drowsiness
Suppose to take that before i go to bed
Haha...so i ask her, "what happens if i sleep and can't wake up?"
So if you all don't see me in school tomorrow...you all know what happen...

Daddy and mummy were nice
Daddy made me watermelon juice in the morning
Mummy made me a big bottle of honey water
SWEET!

I cannot tahan anymore...
I need to sleep
I will wake up early in the morning tomorrow and do my commsk research
It's not that i'm doing last minute work ok...
I got to do their parts as well
Otherwise...ya...
Who knows i will run a high fever on Saturday...
I'm like a half-dead person lying on bed on Friday night and the whole of Saturday
GROUP PROJECTS
I seriously need a sick leave
Away from the so called "group projects"
And i'm strongly emphasizing on the two inverted comma

♥ 12:11 AM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

I drank 4 cups of water just to swallow two big pills last night
And i'm not feeling any better
Muscle-ache is the first thing i felt when i get up from bed
Then the heavy head
If not for the TTO meeting with Tracy later...i would still be on my bed now
:(((

♥ 9:58 AM

Saturday, January 20, 2007

High fever
Whole body aching
No appetite
Flu
Runny nose
My head weighs a tonne
I just feel so terrible...
And i can't make it for my Chingay dance practice
Sleeping is no longer a remedy
Cooling pad is no longer effective

♥ 9:00 PM

Friday, January 19, 2007

I've failed as a nanny/baby-sitter
I spoon-feed you
But yet you don't know how to swallow and spit it all out
I really got nothing to say
I got a free-loader in my PW group back in my JC days
I'm sorry to say...but he did a much more better job than you
This is so sad
It's been a long time since i felt so useless...

And HELLO!
When the deadline is at 12pm...please don't come to me after a few hours and ask, "eh...Lishi, you submit the comm skills online already?"
Do i look like those irresponsible group member?
Funny people
Is either they don't say or ask a single thing
Or they try to show some concern way way after the deadline

I really tao3 yan4 those bangladesh worker
They just stare at you when you walked past them
I really tao3 yan4 those old uncles and ah peks
They look at you from head to toe and toe to head
They walked just right past you, turn, look back at you, turn and look turn and look
Some whistle
Some worst
They just bump right into you when you didn't even notice they are just right in front of you before that
When you regained back your senses and looked back at them, you saw that they looked back at you
Then you realised what had just happened
Dirty old uncles and ah peks
If only i got a big brother...then i won't have to be afraid of going home...I won't have to be afraid of going to the 7-Eleven or bank to deposit money on the way home...i won't have to be afraid of taking the lift...i won't have to be afraid of the cockroaches and snails and rats...i won't have to sleep on the corridor because i forget my keys...i won't have to worry about rainy days...
I should have just gone home after that night

I can't take such shocks anymore...

♥ 12:00 AM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

I know it's obvious but i can't believe i'm seen through so easily

♥ 6:30 AM

Sunday, January 14, 2007

I'm B-A-C-K!!!
It's not that i'm lazy ok...
I was really really busy...

Went to TP on Thursday for my first dance lesson of the second semester
Nice to see some of the dance-mates =)
Nice to see Wai Yee too

I had a unforgettable Friday
I only realised that i forget to save my Reflective Journal into thumbdrive unitl i went to the library at 4:15pm
I freaked out!
I called back home and ask mummy for help
Haha. I was crying so badly over the phone la...
And i think the whole library knew and saw...
After half hour++ my mummy finally managed to send the file to me via email
That was a great great huge relieve!
Both our marketing project and my reflective journal were handed up on time
Many many thanks and sorries to Keng Kee and Tracy...

On Saturady...i went for my first Chingay practice at People's Association
The choreography was not bad lah
By Dan Kuok
And i saw the costumes!
Haha.
My favourite colour!
And and i made new friends too!
Oh ya! i was on my way home and i saw a patrick soft toy keychain on someome's bag
Know what i think of?
Haha!
Yes
Keng Kee!
Hahahahahaha!

It has been a long time
It has really been a long time
... ...

♥ 7:45 PM

Friday, January 05, 2007

Handed up my BusE&SE today
2 DOWN!!!
Thank you, Keng Kee
For sitting with me through the last stage of the project
Really thank you so much

Because i was so busy with projects i didn't have the time to conclude my 2006
A little relax today so i shall do that now...
Haha...i know it's a bit late la...

2006 had been a great year for me

It seems really short but long enough for a whole series of events to take place in just one year

No doubt, lots of drama mama

I stepped into the real working world at the beginning of 2006 at The Ritz-Carlton Millenia Singapore

That's when i started to like service line

That's when i get to see many many weddings for free. HAHA!

That's when i get to eat yummy food. *opps* Haha

That's when i know what is called "friends"

That's when i know the feeling of being backstabbed

That's when i know a lot a lot of things

Chin Keong: I was in his group at my first day of work. He really taught me a lot of things with great patience. A really super super nice guy.

Kenrick: The first captain i know. He really took very good care of me. He taught me alot of things. I won't forget the everything and everything. He always likes to bully me too. *bleah*

Vincent Kang: Another nice captain. =) I will always remember my first OC i did...

Jerlyn: She wasn't so evil afterall

Jian Yang: Nice nice guy. =)

Song Hui: Another nice nice guy

Huston: Humph. He always make fun of me. Haa.

Woon Jiun: We get to know each other more when we were tagged together for a dinner function. We talked and shared about many many things during our free time. Haha.

Adam + Kurukul + a few of the other malay guys: Haha. They will always miss me when i didn't go work for some time. They never fail to keep me entertain.

Leonard: The tallest friend i have. Haha. He always asked me, "how's the air down there (*echo)". And we agreed that when medicical technological become more advanced, we will go for a trasplant where he will donate some of his bones to me and in exchange i will donate some of my fats to him. HAHA! He will always ask if i'm ok to make sure that everything is going fine. Even when he had promoted to captain, he would still come over, even though he was the supervior of other groups, and check on my group to see that everything is going well. So nice of him. =)

Wai Kiat: He keeps calling me xiao3 bu4 dian2. And when i'm stressed, or quiet, he somehow sensed that and always ask me to xiao4 yi ge. I will always tell him that i kept a plate of chicken backside for him. Haha. There's a long story behind this. HAHA.

Han Ting: He taught me how to do a chair sash! which i'm so proud of myself now. haha =)

Rachel + Alvin + Raymond + Kian Pong: They all make work fun! They were all there for me during my down-est moments. They were willing to kept me accompany when i'm bored. 24/7. That period of time we all were like always hanging out together everyday. And because four of them live at the east side, i was travelling so much over there those days. I won't forget the times we spent at work, during OT, after work, the long phone talks at night, supper at Bedok 85 etc etc...I'm glad we have come to know each other and we are still maintaining this friendship.

Michelle: I was the first person to talk to her at work! haha. We are always happy working together! and OT! Her daddy and mummy was nice to me too! I will always remember the long heart-to-heart talk we had. =)

Chien Hui: I've forgotten how we got so closed. Haha. Oh ya! Its was because of that talk on the way home! And she told me that i was being missed! =)

Pei Yun: Again! It was also because of the talk on the way home! Her daddy was nice to me tooo!

Ricardo: He knows that i won't say such things. When i was clearing the misunderstandings he said he knows he knows because he just knows it. =)

The aunties: To me, they are always full of da4 dao4 li3

The security people: They are so nice so nice to me. =)

Tong Ho: One of the backstage people during some many-days event. I was serving those backstage people at the last day of the event and they all started talking to me, keeping me away from boredom. And he promised me a souvenir when he comes back from Hong Kong! Haha.

I started my first semester in April 2006. It was a totally whole new education system, a whole new environment. I love my second home!

htbIG: What can i say? htbIG ROCKS!!!

Janice: My fellow Singapoo!!! =)))

Dilys: With her around...there are always non-stop gossipings. Haha!

To the both of them: There's so much so much i wanna say...we all undergo alot alot. zhen1 shi4 qian1 yan2 wan4 yu3 shou1 bu4 jun4 ah. i know you know i know what. *wink wink*

Causeway gang: School life will never ever be dull and boring with them around!

I became one of the sub-commitee member in TPDE few weeks after i auiditioned into advanced dance. Responsibilities came along the way and added to my load i was carrying. Huan Yang once said to us, "Is either you survived or die". Make everything sound so scary...but i still managed to walk this far. I've learnt alot while helping out with the main committee. I've made lots of new friends too! =)

Shiyin: Still my bestest buddy ever since secondary school! I always love the catching-up sessions with her. I always love all the heart-to-heart talks.

Grace: She's my pillar of support back in the JC days. Once, her home became my second home. Once, her parents treated me like another of their family member. Those were the days where i feel so loved. Haha. I felt linked in our hearts when she sms-ed me something. =)))

To the many many friends out there who stepped into my life and make a difference, thank you all so much for the love you all have given me in 2006. Let 2007 be filled with joy, laughter, love and success!!!

♥ 9:18 PM

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

I was churning out a list of institutions for Huan Yang for the VIBES...then i found out that Innova Junior College was located at 21, CHAMPIONS WAY Singapore 737902
Haha
What a nice name for a school right?

I'm happy happy today
YUP =)
I'm smiling while typing this entry =)))
Perhaps because our Culinary Portfolio is finally done!
After staying up all night yesterday...@_@
One down!
And i've submitted the list of institutions in Singapore to Huan Yang long before the deadline
AND MY ACCOUNTING TUTORIAL IS DONE!!! =)))
YEAH!!!
I can go school happily tomorrow =)))))

I was tired a while ago...now im wide wide awake
The night is still young...projects, here i come!

♥ 7:55 PM

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

I'm so stuck for my projects that's why i'm here
Hah
About new year resolutions...hee...it's better i keep to myself...haha...
Was chatting with him and he always says, "take care of your small body ok?"
But i told him...

Haha...the picture says it all
He keeps saying i'm always acting strong...
Eh...but it's not always like that lah...
So we were like bickering over this issue...
In the end...he gave in to me...haa
He is like the only one telling me things that are not related to the P thr R the O the J and the E C T.
Because he is in Engineering School mah...haha...no schoolwork talking between us...just me complaining and whining to him...haha

if only...

♥ 2:44 AM

Monday, January 01, 2007

Schoolisreopeningsoonschoolisreopeningsoon school is re-opening soon like the day after tomorrow..?
:(
:((
:(((((
The thought of this made my mood go down down dowwwnn...
There's nothing for me to look forward to
One good thing is perhaps i get to gossip again with Dilys and Janice and hang out around with them =)
I dread the coming Wednesday...i dread facing THEM...yes THEM...
Here comes the busy hectic schedules...with the scary project deadlines...and the weekly dance practices alllll the wayyyy to TP
Oh mine...not forgetting the test results!
Arggghhhh
Suddenly got Monday blues...ya...at this time of the day...
Can't think of anything positive to make myself happy =(

♥ 11:42 PM