Sunday, June 29, 2008
The real working world is so...complicated. So unpredictable. I'm not struggling in work. not yet at the moment. In fact, as I started to get along well with people in the office, going to work was fun despite having to wake up early and travel a long journey to the office. After the MESS at Dieppe Barracks, I realised that I had alot of entertaining work to do in the long run. As my network slowly expands, as I get to know more people, more and more unhidden truths were slowly revealed right in front of my eyes. How and why Robert leave the company. The love-hate relationship between Media AV and PICO. The past. The views and perceprtions from different people. And there's still more to go. I can't imagine I'm absorbing so much of "information" and yet I can't talk to anyone. Definitely not to my colleagues. Definitely not to people I know in Cityneon. So what now? I started to think alot. About what people said to me. About the choices I made. About what I had always believed in. I don't know who to trust. I don't know what is right and what is wrong. I was so happy hanging out with Pigay Gang...enjoying myself so much that I forgot eveything until I was walking back home from Wei Liang's 21st Birthday Party which was just a few blocks away from mine. It's something that I can't run away from. It's something that cannot be solved. It's there. like as though it's meant for me. something that I had to go through. It's something that it's pre-arranged but not something that can be predicted. I just have to keep on walking. keep on keep on walking...
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10:38 PM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Went to Tian Hong's 21st Birthday Party yesterday night. I'm such a "on" person I went to almost all my friend's birthday party. Haha. It was a great catching-up session too.It's been a week since i started my full-time job. No namecards yet. No computer yet. I went for NDP Media Brief 3 meeting on Tuesday together with Robert. my boss. Then another meeting with Mr Choong back in the office. my boss's boss. Then went onsite for NDP Media Brief 2 on Wednesday. Prakash met with an accident so i took over his place control the headlights. I can already feel the NDP atmospere. LOL. Then YES. I STEPPED ON THE F1 TRACK. I even jumped on it a few times. HAHA. Then i followed the guys to the control room up ALL THE WAY UP the seating gallery. Want to lose weight? Try walking up and down a few times. Oh did i mention wad time i had to reached the office on Wednesday? 7am. Office is in Aljunied. And I'm staying in Jurong. Imagine what time I had to wake up. The view at the last row of the seating gallery was awesome. You can see the Singapore Flyer on the left. And Ritz Carlton behind. And the Merlion Park. Fullerton Hotel. All the high-rise structures. And when it comes to night time, the whole 360 degree view is pretty. Being able to see such pretty view from Ritz Carlton's sexiest bathroom must be so romantic. Hahahaha. I was in the office for the whole day on Thursday...using Robert's computer doing Job Order and Quotations. But Friday was the most boring and meaningless day. Because Robert had to do his work using his computer. And i still do not have a computer yet....so time past super slow. SUPER SUPER slow on Friday. And I had to survive eating lunch ALONE. I'm known for not being able to eat alone. I rather starve. But from the canteen, at the outdoor tables, I could see the Singapore Flyer. and enjoying the wind too. And i could see his office as well... ...
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11:54 AM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
First day of work wasn't as bad as i thought. Went to Marina Floating Pontoon for NDP Media Brief vetting by CGO. Sat through rehearsals after rehearsals. The operation side had only guys. Onsite there were Haidir, Elan and Prakash. Nice people. Teaching me things. Talking to me. And they even allow me to help out. 3/4 day was past just like that:)
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12:51 AM
Sunday, June 01, 2008
then Deva
then Anup
then Beng Leong
Just leave me alone. ALONE. A - L - O - N - E.
Can't my life get a little less drama mama???
For now. i don't need some people to barge in my life like that and ruin what i have now. again. Apart from the freedom, blah blah blah and stuff, my heart is not here with me. So. Ya.
Desperate people. Being rejected. and requested to be good friends. still hoping for chance. of what? oh-that-who-know's-i-might-realise-and-fall-in-love-with-you.
WAKE UP. I wouln't. At least. not on YOU.
I'm so sorry for making such remarks. Because i feel so pissed off now. so irritated now. so turned off now. that i can't wait any longer to get away from humans.
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5:54 PM