Sunday, December 31, 2006
I got fever today...:'(I was still telling Yudi and Mars about my sexy voice at work yesterdayBecause my cold suddenly got so bad halfway during work that my voice changedBut i still managed to survive through the work + OTThe nice chefs there made us buffet supper =)In the cab home i was hoping for hot chicken soup and honey waterI was so sick when i reached homeI just went to bed right after removing my make-upBecause of that terrible block-nose i couldn't breatheSo i have to sit up for a while till i can breathe again and lie down againBut as soon as i laid down my nose got blocked againI'm already so so super sick...I got up lie down got up lie down until i duon't how and when i fell asleep and wake up feeling my head so heavy and my whole body aching...After lunch i fell dead asleep for the whole afternoon and evening...I'm hungry but no appetite for dinner...I didn't do anything for the whole of today lar!Hope that cooling plaster on my forehead can pull me through the whole night...
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8:04 PM
Friday, December 29, 2006
Suddenly, i remembered Eslyn's MSN nick, "stress gives us the power to mature"Some people do not know the meaning behind...Ya...perhaps that explains the imature behaviour and thinkingCorrect me if i'm wrongNow the day seems longer too...It definitely dosen't feel the same...Sometimes i'm really impressed by how i can shut the other part of myself and fully concentrate on the never-seem-to-be-finishing projects. Otherwise, i can imagine myself staring into space and daydreaming for the whole day...
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6:56 PM
So nice of Dilys to call me up for a little short meet-up sessionMe, Dilys Janice and Leonard went to Starbucks in Holland VillageLeonard drove us there from the bus-stop opposite Janice's houseThere is always so much laughter and gossipings around with themAnd i felt better tooAt least my emo mood is gone a bitDon't know why i'm so happy that Janice is backShe got us souvenirs too! =) HahaSomehow i feel more motivated with her around even though we are in a different class now...I had coffee...with chocolateI forgot what the nameHahEven though i don't like coffee...but i do drink those with chocolate added inside and when its coldHahaWeird right?Oh ya!I saw Junjie on the train while i was on the way to ClementiMore of like he saw meHahaIts like the third time i saw him in train leHe's going to Kembangan for his training practices which is going to start in 6 minutes according to his watch that time and he was still in Boon Lay MRT stationHahaAnd funny him...while cutting toe nails and talking to his friend on the phone at the same time...he forgot about the other feetHahaI was trying hard not to laugh to muchHahahahatime passes so slowly in the night...and i do not know why i'm always so awake till the wee hours of the morning for these few days...even though you only went for a few days...not too far away...i felt kind of empty...i know its not like you are not coming back anymore...i can't just explain why i felt this way...On the other thought...you probably had so much fun till you forget about me...
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2:09 AM
Thursday, December 28, 2006
I still remembered me and Janice were always talking about the word- INITIATIVE last semesterI don't know why this word dosen't come into my head anymore...AlrightThis entry will be a little meanBut this is my blog...so?I'm so immuned to "lishi-you-received-my-email-right? i-sent-you-already-what...you-haven't-received-meh?"What for I bluff you?You claimed that you had already sent your work to me 3 days backSo...MIRACULOUSLY...i received just only today when you sort of "re-sent" againInternet problems over there?Hmmm...It dosen't make any significant difference whether you sent me or not anywayBut i still downloaded and opened the fileWithout any expectationsBut i still can vomit blood thoughWhy?Because...somehow...his 5 pages long document was so identical to the two websites i was refering to for days while churning out the reportHe told me that he "copied some only"HELLOOOEven if i did not come across the two websites myself...you gave me two linksEven if you didn't provide me with any links...there are hyperlinks here and thereAnd there are two distinctively two different types of fontsAnd from my experience...i know what is a copy-and-paste workTHAT IS ONECOME ONI can proudly say that i can produce this kind of work in a dayI seriously wonder why you need so many daysPeople can just send me this kind of work and THAT'S ITHELLOOOOO
It's a 4000-5000 word report OK?
What you all are assigned to do is just only a small teeny weeny partYou all...i mean your parents pay so much school fees for you to come to this school...can't you all put in effort in whatever you all are doing?OH YA
I forgot
Your parents got the money
You all are rich peopleBut still...can't you all be more supportive?Well...just by saying "i will be supportive in whatever decisions you make" dosen't help a bitTeamwork that you all were saying before?It's all BULLSHIT!
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3:17 AM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
After so many things that happened to me at work...In school...My personal life...I thought i'm stronger...I thought i'm ok...I thought time will slowly heal everything...Yes...i thought...But deep deep down...I realised...It still hasn't recover...Doing a hand-stand really works?What if tears still flow down but in an opposite direction instead?I'm wondering...am i suffering in silence???
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1:15 PM
Monday, December 25, 2006
His Christmas present is still in my bag......If you gonna to do the same...please get out...Suddenly...i can fully understand what Keng Kee said in his MSN nick..."When you love someone, even the smallest thing can become the greatest hurt"
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11:00 PM
HOHOHO!!!Got so many so many Christmas wishes from so so many peopleFrom Seng Kai, Raymond Tan, Mars, Dilys, Tracy, Huston, Ricky, Anita, Zayya, Abhishek, Alex, Kian Pong, Wen Long, Yin Mei, King and JessicaHahaMERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!
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1:15 AM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
I'm eating at irregular times and i'm getting hungry at irregular times tooThis is bad...
Raining monsters nowadays...Reminds me of how he turned around and sheltered the rain for me and said that i cannot fall ill...I've decided not to disturb you.I guess this is a vicious cycle that goes round and round.
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6:55 PM
And hor and hor...i saw Rachel yeaterday!!! =))))) I don't know why but we kept laughing... Haha Miss her lots lotsAnd and and...it was only yesterday i was told that da4 pian4 zi scolded her till she cried...because of me... I got a shocked because I didn't expect he will do such a thing... I'm so touched... Thinking back...i'm really really grateful that these people stood up for me No wonder she hates me so much... Talking with him kind of cheer me up a littleI'm so emo lately...I'm glad and relieved that he had gotten over that past that period and that we are still friends like beforeI think he got so tired of my reply to his question...He will always ask me what i'm doing and why never go work and stuff like that and my reply is always "projects lo"He said, "if i am your bf i will cry.haha"I was like "why?"Then he said, "everyday project. i will force u come my house do project. if not cannot see u. haha.""Got so much things to do meh?""Yes."He can't seem to understand...and i can't seem to relate to him...Or is it just me?
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2:46 AM
And i received a Christmas card from Janice too=)Went over to Shiyin house just now to give her birthday presentAnd i got mine tooHahaI thought i won't stay for long...In the end we chatted for few hours...hahHai...back to projects again...There's so much i want to say. There's so much i want to tell. Can't seem to find the right moment though...
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12:16 AM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Mr Postman just delivered my Christmas present from Janice!=)))She's away to America on a holidayThankew Janice!!!
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12:24 PM
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
sjkdfhwgouervnaseuirsldhbsienbloslisbnherophjsw!!!+#&^#$+(_)*($%#;%^$&(^$%*^;%^#*%&$_*^!!!That's what was happening inside meLuckily Swee Han was there...otherwise i do not know what will happen either...
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11:36 PM
WoooooooooooppeeedooooooooooooooooooooFinally sent in my 5 sponsorship letters to vetHad a mini Christmas exchange session after Mircoeconomics todayIt's so funEspecially when everyone dosen't know who their own Christmas buddyAnd everyone was guessing here and thereAnd it's nice seeing what each other got from the buddy and the reaction on their faceSo fun so fun so fun!!!But then Janice wasn't there with us...=(
Watched Step Up with my sister just nowSo nice so nice can!I like to watch them dance
I wanna dance like them!
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1:22 AM
Monday, December 18, 2006
What's wrong with me?
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1:01 AM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Cheeky Mither President...But thanks to him for the soothing musicRelieved my stress for a while..."I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy. I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need."
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12:35 AM
Friday, December 15, 2006
I'm in a dilemma now...Should i participate in Chingay?If i did...that's another big commitment which means i had to sacrifice my social life againIf i don't...i just miss a good exposure opportunityThinking back on the Singapore Youth Festival i took part in Primary Five...i still remembered those intensive trainings...i still remember running across the National Stadium field to and fro during full-dress rehearsals...i still remember the fun i had...i still remember the bonds i made...i still remember we had curry puffs and apples for high tea...i still remember the whole stadium of spectators...images of the spectacular scene flooded my mind now...especially when we released the gold helium ballons from our hands...Actually im in no dilemma...it's so obvious what i really want now...The 2 hours++ bus ride home alone made me thought through on a lot of things...About friends, work, studies, projects, and a lot lot more......
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11:26 PM
Reality smacked me hard on my faceAccounting paper on Monday was alrightJust that i will never ever forget that supplies are current assetsMicroeconomics on Tuesday was alright tooYupI'm confident =)So after three days of living in my own worldI'm brought back by to the realityOne sms from Huan Yang triggered off this whole reality thingApplication for modern dance advanced lessons is already openedThis means i have to rush off to TP for dance after BusSE on ThursdayWhich reminds me of the sponsorships i need to get for VIBES CompetitionAnd it somehow link to my projectsThis holiday dosen't feel like holiday AT ALLWith projects like Marketing, Tour and Travel Operations, Business Etiquette and a little more to do for Culinary ScienceI used to have the motivation to do EVERY SINGLE THING for projects...which means the whole GROUP projectsss...With Janice around...Last semester...No matter how tired i am in terms of physically or mentally or both...I always have the motivation to go on...I totally have no motivation now!!!HOW?!Aww...i miss working with Janice ='(
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12:04 AM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
I've done productive revision today! =)Guys nowadays have many different creative ways to find out whether girls are attached or not
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10:47 PM
Friday, December 08, 2006
I'm NOW in my school computer lab after Culinary ScienceI slept at 4:30am and woke up at 5amMy Marketing individual case study is handed up six hours agoFINALLY!Last day of school to me dosen't feel like last day of schoolI can forsee coming back to school ALMOST everyday for project meetings...Right now me, Janice, Dilys and Leonard are having Accounting and Microeconomics tutorial among ourselvesWe are all so hardworking right!HahaOf course la!
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5:40 PM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
I totally cannot wake up todayTOTALLYBut i still managed to get to school...was 15 minutes late though...And the class only got Eson, me and Ms WilsonI got a shock when i went in laIt feels a little weird but both of us got all the attentionHaha...We got early Christmas presents from lecturersI got mashmallows and strawberry-flavoured lollipop from Mr WongThen cherry-flavoured candy cane from Mr SeahAnd strawberry and cream flavoured lollipop from Mr LouI wonder how Christmas this year would be like for me...I hope Christmas don't come so fast because that means hoildays are almost over and school is starting soon and that also means project deadlinesss are coming near...Hai...got to redo question 5...back to Marketing individual case study...
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9:01 PM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Oh shit! I'm like so broke can!Oh shit! I'm like so tired can!I'm so worn out...i'm so super tired now and there's so much to do...I got to touch up on my Marketing individual case studyI got to study fot BusESE quizz for tomorrowAnd i got to do some Accounting tutorialOh my oh my...I remembered what Abhishek told me online a few nights before..."after all these stressful two years, i dont think anyone wil remember anything other than the projects they dealt wit"And i agree with him that it's a little disappointing...I better enjoy my second semester before the nightmare comes in third semester...
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9:33 PM
Monday, December 04, 2006
Me and Flora overall performance for interview was not badHahaThat's what Mr Seah said...I feel so relieved after that...But my day ended off with a headache...I don't like having headachesI don't like having migraineI don't like having fluI don't like having runny noseI don't like having block noseI don't like having sore throatI don't like having coughI don't like having feverI don't like having food poisoningI don't like medicineSo sleeping is my best remedyBut with so many so many things to do...how to sleep?Forget about sleep now and wake up later...because i won't wake up even if the alarm clock is just at my earHaha...So no choice...i have to continue to go on...It's not that i don't go around chasing after group members for their work...The problem is...i still have to redo...in a nicer way...i have to edit everything for them...since i have to do everything in the end...i rather save the energy of going around and chasing after people right..?Afterall i'm just a normal human being with 1 body, 2 legs, 2 hands, 1 pair of eyes, 2 ears, 1 nose, 1 mouth and 1 head with only 1 brainIt's not that i have a humongous brain or two heads with extra hands or something...i will be a monster...
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9:06 PM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
oh gosh! I'm so nervous for tomorrow's interviewPerhaps Flora want the job very badly...maybe i shan't do that well during interview and let her get the job...Ha...OF COURSE NOT LA!But i will try my best to well la...I'm FINALLY halfway through marketing individual case studyToday's hard work had not been wastedGreat sense of satisfactionI would usually always skip the sports section in the newspaper not that i'm not interested la...now i'm reading up on sports and the different athletics and about Olympics...One and a half more question to go...Yeah!Exams are round the corner...then there will be my three weeks of hoildays!
Before i plan and devote my time to projects, dance, work and of course spending precious time with my wang4 zi...
Friends out there...if you want to book me...booking is open now...you can book through my phone which is on 24 hours a day 7 days a week...you can call me or sms me...you can email me...your can drop me a testimonial...you can snail-mail me...you can come to look for me...first come first serve...ok?
You can date me for shopping, for eating, for playing or for just lazing around and chatting...anything!HahahahaOk?
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11:09 PM
Saturday, December 02, 2006
I didn't went to work today because i wasn't feeling well and i had bad cramps...AND i have A LOT of work to doSo maybe i fell ill at the right time otherwise i would have to go to work...and do work till the wee hoursSo since i didn't go work i thought i use a little of my time to upload pictures =)
Me and my birthday cake!!!
All girls...
And the two guys
I was the make-up model for BusSE. Haha
Being a model for 3 minutes. Wahaha.
After the make-upI knew I couldn't do the same make-up myself so when i reached home, i changed and start doing projects in front of the computer with the make-up on until i decide to go to bed. Haha
These were taken in Orchard Hotel ballroom. During the Excelsior forum. We got LOA for these. But we bad students...we went off halfway through...heehee
This look so much like a quan2 jia1 fu2 right? Hahaha...There's really so much photos to uplaod...so i decide to create something on my blog...If you have any photos for me to add to the presentation, send me! =)
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1:54 PM
