the girl
; Ong Li Shi
; standing tall at 155cm
; weighing 42kg
; if Dilys is 155cm then i will be 160cm :)
; 24th November 1987
; currently studying in
The Tourism Academy @ Sentosa
; i'm still a TEEN :)
******************************* strawberries.chocolates.tibits.
steamboat-ing.barbeque-ing.
doraemon.
dance.
pretty things.
little talks with girlfriends.truth or truth.
pillow fights.ghost story telling.
shopping.
chatting on phone.late night calls.
lame-ing.crap-ing.laugh-ing.
neoprints.cam-whoring.
sweet dreams.princes.warriors.
surprises.flowers.helium balloons.
daydreaming.stoning.
looking at people walking past.
hmmm...


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Saturday, March 31, 2007


Worked in M-floor yesterday
Wedding Solemisation between a Scottish and Korean couple
Smallest wedding i've ever worked for
The guests were nice
But some of them likes to ka-jiao us
And everyone of us who worked in M1 got a gift from the couple
So sweet!
Because there's only two guys, the girls together with Kim Chu aunty were in-charged of the dry ice
Me, Eileen and Cherlyn were so excited because it's usually the guys who were in-charged of it
Haha
And Fazuis kept disturbing me...by telling me stupid things when i thought it's something serious when he asked me away
And evil him kept bluffing me...till a point of time i don't believe what he said...and he still tries to convince me
Haha

After dinner, Vincent Lim closed the doors and we had our own buffet inside
HAHA
Poor Eileen kept complaining to me during and before operation that she got a bad stomach-ache but yet she got tempted by the food and still eat so much
Usually we will be released for supper break when we work OT
Fazuis was asking Vincent Lim when we can be released for supper
And i was like "You still can eat ar?"
I was so full and bloated lar
We went Cornerstone and Eileen and Cherlyn fell asleep during supper break
Luckily i'm still awake
If not there's no one to wake them up after 30 minutes
Haha

After that we went down to ballroom to help out
And a poor guy was hurt
One extentsion slipped and fell on his toe
His big toe was swell up and turned purple
Song Hui carried him out and all the managers came over
Then he was sent to the nearest clinic
*ouchouchouch*

My cab was 3018!
With Eileen, Song Hui and another guy
Long long time never see 3018 uncle le

Haha
3018 uncle drove past that place

Yes...that place

12:31 PM



Thursday, March 29, 2007


I was stoning in the bus i almost miss the bus stop
Haha

Know what...
The top management wants to change modern contemporary dance to jazz dance
Why?
Because they are not happy at the number of the students who attend the lessons
They are looking at numbers like 50
So they hoped that more students will join
I was shocked when Wai Yee breaks the news to us
Shocked
I took some time to react
This means Wai Yee would not be our instructor anymore
This means she's leaving
50 students!
Our dance studio is not very big lor
People at the back cannot see what's happening in front
We wouldn't have enough space to digest the steps on our own
Can't they think?
Sounds like they just want to earn money
Because we have to pay for the lessons you see...
Wai Yee was such a nice instructor
Tears well up in her eyes
We all knew she was holding back
She was feeling well today so today's lesson was cancelled
I wouldn't mind coming all the down from home
At least for the last lesson next week she will be in a better condition to wrap up the whole thing
At least we still get to see her for another last time

Went MOS Burger with Charlotte and Li De
I had kakiage rice burger
They had the chilli hotdog
And we shared the lemon garlic mussels and chocolate frozen cake

I cried while walking from the interchange to my block
='(
Perhaps i shouldn't get attached to people or things so easily...

i still can't forget how i used to wait...



























10:48 PM



Wednesday, March 28, 2007


Set my handphone alarm at 4am
When i woke up, it was already 4:20am
Still wanted to snooze for another 10 minutes de...
My pillow felt so soft and comfy
But...i still climb down my bed...relunctantly...
I was still 15 minutes early
And i was even earlier than the first train
Haha
Met Michelle and we went canteen to slack before reporting at 7am sharp

Just two days of work, i used up 8 plasters on my feet
It says "waterproof"
But when i bath i can feel the water running through the wounds lor...

Work today was peaceful
Breakfast was alright
Coffee and tea station was fine too
Lunch was choatic...for my group lar
From two vegetarians can become three vegetarians and become five vegetarians Beef for main course was pre-ordered with one doneness unless for those vegetarians lar
And the alternative was fish
But some guests saw that beef dosen't look nice and asked for fish...after that saw that the fish dosen't look interesting and wanted to ask for other alternatives like chicken
Might as well let them choose in the first place right...and we take their orders...or just don't give alternatives unless those with special diet lar...
Poor Ridhuan and Jie Wen had to run in and out to change
In the end the four of us were confused
Yoke Lin aunty was telling me whoever whoever are taking vegetarian or taking fish at our side stations...instead why not just show me the person?!
I'm already so confused le lor...
Adrian dosen't know how to help...he just stand there and order around...what kind of supervisor...
And usually people drink coffee and tea while its hot mah...
We serve le they don't drink and leave it there and after that complain that it's not hot enough and request for a change
We had to get them new coffee cups, saucers and teaspoons...
Jut finish drinking and we refill can le mah
It's free flow anyway
Free lah!
Drink more lah!
And worse, my plaster came off!
I had to run and rush...and feel the pain at the same time...
TERRIBLE

Sorry ar...mood not right now...just want to whine abit...

I was asking Ridhuan for teabags but what came out of my mouth was "teas bags"
He laughed at me
I laughed at myself
From then...he called me "teas bags"
So qiao3 both of us were in the same group during the breakfast and lunch
He said that i was lucky
I insisted that he was luckier
Haha

Khor knows
Whole banquet guys will also know
That's what happens the last time...

After what Michelle told me...i was angry and sad...
I don't know why i had to be angry
I mean...what for?
Sad...what for?
What she said was perhaps the reason why...the answer...
The question that i always asked myself for the past few days
But i kept telling myself that the two things are not linked and related
Afterall i didn't see with my own eyes...
But then...i somehow knew it indirectly...and feel it...
Then again, i told myself...why am i bothered by such things?
I shouldn't le...right?

11:26 PM






If Michelle didn't asked
I wouldn't say
And she wouldn't told me that
I sensed a tint of jealously in me after hearing that
I admit, this is not the first time...
I'm not supposed to be feeling like this now
Because...ya...

Work was fine today
Michelle was like: "EI!!! wei4 shen3 me4 fang4 jia3 na4 me4 jiu3 xian4 zai4 cai2 hui2 lai2?"
And she gave me a big hug

Sir Kiat was like: "ni3 wei4 shen3 me4 hui4 hui2 lai2?"
Simon was like: "ni3 si3 qu4 na2 li3?"
Jian Yang was like: "ni3 hui2 lai2 la? ni3 zhong1 yu2 hui2 lai2 la?"
Then after that he kept: "ONG LI SHI!!!" everytime he saw me
Alvin was like: "mei3 li4!"

Woon Jiun was like: "zhong1 yu2 she3 de2 hui2 lai2 zhuo4 le4 ar?"
Huston was like: "EH! bu4 xiang3 kan4 dao4 ni3 de, ni3 gan4 ma2 hui2 lai2?"
I was trying to bluff that i was newcomer...haha...because alot of new faces there mah...somemore i didn't went back for such a long time le...
But he had to say, "Lishi is actually an old-timer, don't need help de hor?" and looked at me with that kind of smile

Kok Liang was saying that Leonard was not around to entertain me because he was away for attachment...
The rest gave me shocked faces and smiled and waved at me
Hahahaha
They all told me that i was in the wrong era
Because during set-up after cocktail reception, i was like:
"EH! Ritz Carlton changed chair cover le ar?!"
"When did Ritz Carlton change chair cover?!"
"Is he our new manager?"
And so on and so forth...
They all kept telling me to update and come back to the present era
HAHA!
If work can always be so peaceful...

On the way back home...i was craving for hot food...
I was telling myself, "If dream can become a reality, i will dream for a bowl of hot chicken soup."
When i reached home, the first thing i did was to switch on the kitchen light and i saw a bowl of soup on the dinning table
And mummy had left a note saying that, that was a bowl of chicken soup for me to bu3 yi4 bu3 then go to sleep
Even though it's not piping hot anymore...but...awww...
I LOVE MUMMY!!!

Who says dreams dosen't become reality?

My work shift tomorrow was changed from 11am to 7am
Got to wake up at 4am
And i'm still awake now
Just finish drinking my chicken soup
Hehee


Alright!
Off to bed!

12:38 AM



Sunday, March 25, 2007


Yesterday was a shopping day
Went walk walk around with my sister
I went to find dear Stephanie at her workplace first before going to Marina Square
Walked one round of Guardian but couldn't find her...then i walked another round and spotted her
Haha
Then i waved to her and waved again then she reacted to me
Hahaha
Chatted with her while my sister went to the cashier to pay for her things
Hope she did concentrate on her work after i left
Hahahaha

After walking Suntec me and my sister went to Billy Bombers
Both of us can eat alot
Haha

We had Clam Chowder for starters

My main course was roast half spring chicken
And my sister one was snowfish


























































































































On the train ride home, i forgot what i talked about...
We started talking about how we used to wait for our parents to fall sound asleep at night and get up to play when we were young
Really some silly and stupid games

Haha!
And we were like lauging so loudly in the train lar

We talked about alot ALOT of stuff
So we laughed all the way home
Hahaha

Oh ya! I bought a handbag at a discount!
Really walked around alot before i set my eyes on that
Haha
And my sister bought a red mushroom slipper and she's wearing it now

Went to watched Mr Bean's Hoildays just now
Super funny show
I can't stop laughing when Zhi Hao said that Mr Bean maybe from a corn field because he got a corny face
Haha
But i still thinks that he dropped from the outer space
Hahaha






















I'm so proud of this can!
HAHA

Everything's going to be alright

9:42 PM



Saturday, March 24, 2007


Dan said that we will ache for at least 3 days after his workshop
That's so true la
My butt is aching
My thighs are aching
My calfs are aching
My arms a little too
Last night i can't get to sleep because the sore-ness was un-tahan-able
Luckily my toilet is sit de and not squat de
Otherwise, haha...i also don't know...

Zhi Hao came to taught me Go in the evening
He taught me alot

And with lots of patience i feel
Played a few rounds with him
I'm still a beginner you see...so each game actually ended quite fast lar
HAHA
After that...we chatted...
And i taught him how to differentiate a fake note and real note

Hahaha
Ask me and i'll teach you how
HAHA

Ever since my grandfather left us when i was still in kindergarden, everyone around me whom i knew was fine. Until cancer took a life of a 10 year old boy last year and a mother of two just the day before. Though i get to see them like only less than five times a year every year, i was still stunned/shocked when i heard of the news. Afterall, we are still a big family.

12:37 AM



Thursday, March 22, 2007


Dan Kwoh's workshop had me danced away what i ate for lunch
I'm dripping sweat after the 2 hours
In fact...everyone was...
Mr Tham always say that i'm always bouncing away...
Mr Tham, you should bounce more
Haha

My lunch was Fish n Co' with Janice and Mr Tham
Janice got stuck at home and while waiting for her me and Mr Tham roamed around in Parkmall
We went into a shop that sells clocks and we were so wu2 liao2 that we compete to see who get to find the most expensive clock
And i won!
I found one that cost $22,000
Then we went to a shop that sell art pieces at the basement
This time round, Mr Tham won
Haha
After walking roaming the whole shopping centre, we went out to wait
Mr Tham starts singing funny songs
LOUDLY
Finally Janice arrived and saved my ears
Haha!

Next week will be packed with work
I'm having mix feelings...
Of course i'm happy to see "old" working collegues
But at the same time, the incident that happened last year there had affected me somehow
Last year?
Oooh
I've been with Ritz for one year++ already...
Time flies...

It's all about you you you
Nothing but you
How?
What should i do?
I got used to having you in my life
Now, how long do i need to get used to life without you?

It feels familiar yet so distant

11:19 PM



Wednesday, March 21, 2007


*correction to the last entry
Leonard+Bob hairstyle=PORTOBELLO mushroom
HAHAhaha!!!

Ricky: dun scold computer stupid. muz give care love and tender...ha
Lishi: always hang lah
Ricky: Patience is virtue
Lishi: den how long do i have to wait?
Ricky: erm
Ricky: too long will suffocate
Lishi: den how?
Ricky: bury it or cremate it den buy new one
I still don't get the his lame-ness until my computer hang again...
Ricky: com hang again?
Lishi: ya lo
Ricky: hang it to death and get a new one
It's only THEN i got it
Lishi: Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! hAhAHa! hAhAHa! BU4 HAO3 XIAO4
Ricky: weather seems to be cold now.. brr
Lishi: haha
Ricky is still forever as lame
Haha

This afternoon, i finally got through the busy hotline of Ritz banquet office and did my bookings for next week
So, my dear jie3 mei4 men3, want to date have to tell me one week in advance before Wednesday hor!
Starting from next week
Keke

9:25 PM



Tuesday, March 20, 2007


I'm a carnivorous today!
Haha
I had chicken, duck and pork for lunch and dinner
Hahahaha

Now, the sight of mushrooms reminds me of the conference the night before over the phone with Leonard, Janice and Vivienne
Leonard+Bob hairstyle=Shitake mushroom
HAHAHAHA
I was online while chatting also...then Leonard suddenly messaged me
Leonard: hhahaaha eh lishi dun tell janice the number is mine
Lishi: wad number?
Leonard: the "mr luo" hp number
Lishi: haha
I suddenly burst out laughing non-stop
Leonard: shut up
Leonard: hahahahahaha

Lishi: mr lou la
Leonard: luck she not calling at 9am man
Leonard: wat ever lah..
Leonard: looooooooo
Leonard: keekekekeee

Lishi: u mean u supposed to gif her mr lou's no?
Lishi: den u gif her ur no
Leonard: ya lah
Leonard: tmr she msg "mr looooo" i going to scold her
Hahaha...i don't know i can't stop laughing and Leonard kept telling me to shut up and Janice and Vivienne kept asking what happened...

Haha

Don't...

10:55 PM



Sunday, March 18, 2007


if only there's Part 2 and more to that sweeeeet sweet dream
i will always wake up smiling and perhaps i'll even be smiling while sleeping
haha

10:24 PM






After a whole day of thinking whether i should or should not...
And after talking to my sister
I decided that i should
I can still work evening shift after dance
Yup
Huan Yang sounded happy over the sms when i told her that i decided to perform for TP Annual Dinner & Dance
Haha

Yesterday was chatting with Kian Pong on my bed till my phone battery went flat
Haha
We lame-ed and we crap-ed
Talked about lots of things and we realised that money really do wonders
We were talking about some future goals and he asked about me
... ...
Alright
It's between the both of us
Haha

I had nothing better to do...so i happened to stumble across this website:
http://web.tickle.com/tests/
And did a few tests
Here are the results

Who's the Man of Your Dreams?
Ong, Prince Charming is the man of your dreams
Have you always been waiting for someone to sweep you off your feet? Would you love for a date to pick you up with his white horse rather than his old jalopy? We bet you would. A hopeful romantic, you're looking for that special guy who believes in fairy tales too.You want the best for yourself and those you love. And you're happy to go the extra mile to make sure everything works out in the end. So even if it means kissing a lot of frogs, you won't settle until you've found the prince you've been looking for. And that's sure to make a happy ending.


What's your Cinderalla Story?
Ong, in your Cinderella story, you'd get to Kiss the Prince
You don't need the pouffy dress, the fancy hair, or the 3-inch glass heels. A romantic soul like you just wants a guy who's a true companion, a good friend, a real prince. And if he's hot? All the better. But ultimately, you know that home is where the heart is. Which is probably why you surround yourself with good friends you can take care of and laugh with — friends who will do the same for you.But that doesn't keep you from fantasizing about the perfect relationship. It's not that you don't have your feet firmly planted on the ground. It's just that you're not afraid to shoot high. Or wish upon a shooting star. So keep reaching for your goals, Cinderella. If you do, your happily ever after can't be far away. And you can seal that with a kiss.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
Ong, you're a Steady Supporter
Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.


Which Candy Heart Are You?
Ong, your candy heart says Be Good!
It's not too surprising that "Be Good" is what your candy heart says. You've probably been hearing it all your life. From your third grade teacher, to your last serious relationship, there's just that little bit of mischief about you that keeps people on their toes. Could be the glimmer that your eyes get when you think of doing something you're not exactly supposed to be doing, like sneaking the last cookie from the plate or secretly filling your glass with the final sips of wine? Were your parents reluctant to leave you at home without a chaperone? But overall, it's that impish sense of good fun that keeps people enamored by your charm. People can't help but want to be around you. So when loved ones throw their arms around you, they really do mean it — even if their parting words are always, "Be Good".

I'm a little sleepy after doing these tests
Haha
Shall continue when i'm so super free again...hah

Off to dreamland!


12:09 AM



Friday, March 16, 2007


I had a really sweeeeet sweeet sweet dream last night
:)))

9:18 PM



Thursday, March 15, 2007


He's Longjie. Our bodygaurd. Haha


























Back from dance
Wai Yee said that i look nice with bangs
Because i got big round black eyes
That's what's she said
Hohoho

Super long journey back home
After Charlotte alighted
I'm all alone to travel for another half of Singapore
I'm always thinking during long rides
Sometimes daydreaming
Sometimes sleeping and somehow managed to open my eyes at my station
Haha
This time round i was daydreaming first
Then into deep thoughts
Got sad when i thought of that part...

Hai...
Mood these days had been up and down
It's only when they started to say something like "you've changed. You don't talk much le." and "at least now i see a bit of laughter in you le." then i realise...
I'm so sorry for not being myself these days
I'm so sorry for crying suddenly
I'm so sorry for all the inconvenience caused...

10:54 PM






Picnic session at East Coast Park with Shiyin yesterday
Under this tree




































































































































We were there from day...




















...till night...




















I love the nice cool wind
I love the sound of the waves
And there's my bestest buddy beside me!
:)))
Time seemed to pass a little slower...
If only our everydays can be so relaxing...
Those ants and spiders were a little annoying though

That night...even though it was really dark...i could see the lights from the ships and i could hear the sound of the sea waves...i could also feel the cool cool wind...
The night, the candles, the flowers, the talk, the feeling, the atmosphere...i will never ever experience it the second time.
Never ever.

12:02 PM



Monday, March 12, 2007


i've tried not to care
i've tried not to think

11:22 PM



Sunday, March 11, 2007


Anything just reminds me of everything

ru2 guo3 wo3 shuo1 wo3 yi dian3 ye3 mei2 you3 wang4 ji4 ta...lao3 tian1 ye2 hui4 bu4 hui4 sheng1 qi4?

I don't like the now-me
I don't laugh at anything now.
I used to laugh at every single thing- something happen i will laugh, nothing happen i will also laugh.
I don't have any feelings to anything now.
I used to be happy and get very excited about small small little things- be it yum yum for my tum tum, or chocolates, or strawberries, or ice creams, or seeing pink stuffs, etc etc u name it.
I don't have any expressions now.
I used to be very smiley.
I don't have the mood to do anything.
I used to have a to-do lists and to-go lists planned for holidays and looking forward to it.
I don't lame anymore.
I used to crack jokes and talk funny.

And Mr Tham's testimonial for me made me tear...

1:31 PM






It was only yesterday midnight then i know that i'm the bus in-charge with Samantha...
If not i never think of stepping out the house on Saturday...what's more going all the way to TP...
Reached there at 11:30am in the morning
When i'm told to reach at 12pm
But the rest only came at 12:45pm
-.-"
So TP got 3rd for the commerical item and won the best supporter group award
And for the first for Round A
After Round B tomorrow the results for finalists will be out
Aiya...just that i'm not involved in any part of Danceworks...don't feel anything...heh...
But the rest were shocked though
Because they can't believe as there were obviously better and stronger groups

After standing there for hours to watch the whole competition...
Me, Charlotte and Alice went to walk walk around...
Wanted to go Coffee Club initially
But there were long queue
So we went to Starbucks instead
Eh...or is it Coffee Bean..?
I always mixed up the two...
Haha
Anyway...
Me and Charlotte shared Java Chip and one Uglier Curry Puff
I was amazed by names of the curry puffs
Because they have Ugly Curry Puffs and Uglier Curry Puffs
I was wondering why there are no Ugliest Curry Puffs
Haha
Or Pretty Curry Puffs or Prettiest Curry Puffs or Prettiest Curry Puffs
Haha
So anyway...
The three of us sat at the sofa seats and chatted for about two hours
Lots of sharing session
Haha
Then we walked around and did some window shopping...
I better start earning golds
Haha

These few days had really been hard...
Really...

12:58 AM



Thursday, March 08, 2007


if we were still together, it would be 10th month in two days time.
once, you said you just want to see me and be by my side.
once, you said that you will always be there when i'm not happy.
once, you said that no matter walking or running, i'm not alone.
once, you said that i'm the only one you can relate to when you are down.
once, you said that you will cherish me.
once, you said that you can't live without me.
once, you said that i wouldn't have to be afraid of anything with you around.
once, you said you will always love me.
and all the things you did for me.
but now you made up your mind.
you let go my hands and left me behind.
i thought i can let you go freely.
i thought i can.
i'm not as strong as i thought.
i thought we can withstand all obstacles together.
i thought we can last forever.
i tried to rewrite the ending.
i noe i'm silly.
i noe i'm stupid.
i ran out of the house to chase after you without thinking any of the consequences.
i tried to bring us back to where we first started.
but i failed.
i don't know what to do anymore.
and i know there's nothing more i can do already.
and i know that's really the end of our story.
you didn't turn back.
you really left me.
i cried.
terribly.
i cried to sleep at night.
and i woke up with swollen eyes.
with the scene of me standing and waiting at the middle of the dark badminton court downstairs your house alone in my mind.
i'm feeing lost and empty and pain.
i cannot find my way.
my vision is blurred.
i'm stuck at the past where you used to shower with lots of love, care and concern.
images of how we first met to what had become now kept flashing in my mind.
my phone inbox and call register were used to be filled with your names.
your name will never appear again when my phone vibrates.
i'm so used to having you in my life.
i'm so used to love and be loved.
i will never forget your strong arms embracing around me.
now i have to move on alone.
and you will also move on to live your days without me in your life.

the two big painful blisters on my feet reminds me of counting the 5710 steps from my house to your house.
the mosquito bites reminds me of the night at West Coast Park and the nights of waiting downstairs your house.
wearing my demin skirt reminds me that i hadn't been eating for days.
pimples popping out reminds me that i hadn't been sleeping well for days as well.
every since last Friday.
i felt so terrible i rather met with some fatal accident and lose my memory.
but i wouldn't want to forget him and those sweet memories we had.
and of course all the wonderful friends.
you.
yes, you.
and you.
all of you.
i took back my words when i thought of these.

i was crying when i was talking with Stephanie just now.
accepting the fact already used up all my strength and energy.
after what she told me i broke down again.
i will never have the same special experience and the same special moments.
i know for sure.
i will always remember these and keep them in my heart, in a special place.

thanks Stephanie thanks.
for telling me all these.
and i will be looking forward to the outings. =)

thanks Janice thanks
thanks Dilys thanks
thanks Vivienne thanks
thanks Leonard thanks
thankew all for coming out.
all of your presence were comforting.
Janice, thanks for allowing me to come to your house so early in the morning just to hear me cry and for taking care of me.
and Mr Tham, i'm so sorry for wetting your pillow.

i will be lying if i say i'm alright now.
i don't know how time will heal the wounds and fill up the empty hole.
i don't know when i will stop crying to sleep.
i don't know when i will get used to not having you around.

1:53 PM



Sunday, March 04, 2007


There were times i felt like hanging in mid-air
I don't deny that there were times when i was hurt
And I don't deny that there were times when i was angry
But somewhere deep deep down inside my heart...i still believe...
That's what i want you to know

At that point of time my mind was blank...because this was what's in my mind the whole time and nothing else...and i realised...of all the times i wanted to talk to you so much...i realised that this was only what i wanted to tell you...

I'm so sorry for scaring my brother
For scaring mummy
For scaring my sister

I'm so sorry Shiyin and Ricky... if i didn't answer any calls or reply any sms
I really forget about the Fuhua Alumi Homecoming...
I really did forget




8:32 AM



Saturday, March 03, 2007


Finally picked up my lazy bones
Haha
Here are some random pictures...

This is cute little Lezann









































































































That was taken on her last day in our house. Her mum decided to sent her to nursery...Knowing that it was last her day here, she cried when i left the house for Chingay rehearsal...awww...she also cried when her mum came to fetch her back home...Mummy told me she herself almost cried too...
:(


This is called Panna Cotta
Taught during Culinary Science
Me, Vivenne and Dilys made it in Dily's house

We went NTUC after we practised the vegetable cuts for Proficiency Test
We thought it would be unsuccessful but it turned out to be SUCCESSFUL!
Haha
Mummy and my sister said it was very nice!
Haha



































My first Valentine's present of the year from Wesley:





















Flower from Janice!





















And i made this for them
Haha
I won't forget Leonard dropping it on the floor twice
Haha



































First time in Fish & Co'





















Good luck chocolate coins from Me Susila. She always have lots of goodies for us during the last few lessons. Which remains me of the "nuts experience with Leonard during Mr Lou lesson. Haha!



































First time in Kim Gary. As you can see their drinks are so colourful and nice and in such tall glasses. They can pay me and use this picture for their marketing purposes.


























Leonard's big bowl of noodles. They had to give him a ladle.




















And no...i wasn't trying to steal Leonard's noodle. This is purely for the fun of taking a picture. Haha!





















These are some of the peacocks in our school...



































Vivienne wrote our names on the sand or Siloso Beach





















Chinese New Year Celebration: Popiah Making Competition and Talent Night

My popiah wasn't as successful as compared to...


























...Dilys's


























And our last day of the term end off with a happening Talent Night

1:35 PM



Friday, March 02, 2007


Woot Hoooooooooo~~~


Exams are finally over
Shan't worry about results now
Because my well-deserved holidays are here!!!

Shall blog about Chingay first...


First Full Dress Rehearsal 10 February 2007:

















































It's that headgear that caused internal blue black on my forehead
And that feathery thing i'm carrying caused me my shoulder-ache



Preview 23 February 2007:















































































Me and Xing Yi got a shock on the day when we reached the office because our customes had change to something else
What a surprise!!!


I thought the ones that me and Carine was wearing initially was already so bad enough
But...the new one was worst
Luckily Carine wasn't there to witness the shock
Haha
Xing Yi's princess dress was also changed to something like mine...
We had no choice but to try it outWe had no choice but to wear it for performanceAfter walking around with the new costumes i got used to it lah...But Xing Yi still prefer her yellow princess dress
My new costumes were way way so so much lighter...

So after make-up and after dinner we went to meet Julie, who was responsible for us
At the box-office, we meet The Pink One
I'm The Green One
Xing Yi was The Yellow One
So Shanyi was The Pink One
That's what Julie called us
Haha
We chatted while waiting for the bus to Orchard
So when the bus came...
We got up together with the GUY helpers
Not one or two or three but about 10 to 20 of them
The four of us felt weird at first...wearing such costumes and getting up to a bus with all the guys seating at the back
Haa

Then...
The road was so jammed
So we had to alight and WALK
I don't mind walking
But we had to walk past the passengers on the bus-stop...
Walk past the road with all the vehicles stuck on the traffic...
Walk past those passengers who started to take out their camera-phones...
What to do...

And AND AND!!!
I saw that irksome guy!
Luckily he did stop me or anythingThe thought of that incident still irks me...=(

When Mr Lim saw Xing Yi...he became so fed-up again and he started asking her, "ni3 wei4 shen3 me4 chuan1 zhe4 jian4?! Ni3 ying1 gai1 chuan1 yi3 qian2 na4 jian4!"
Like as if we know...
He always get so work up
So he called the office
Once it got through...he immediately shouted, "ni3 men2 wei4 shen3 me4 gei3 ta1 chuan1 na1 jian4?!"
Wah...it's like bu4 fen1 qing1 hong2 zao4 bai2 de ma4 ren2 lo...if i'm the one picking up the phone i would have gotten a shock...
TSK...some miscommunications...
So Xing Yi got to wear her yellow princess dress the next day

That night was the first time we saw the Russian dancers who were in the same float as us
They are SO tall and SO pretty!
Unlike us...
Shanyi said that their legs looked like barbie dolls' legs
Haha
And it's the first time i witnessed the fire-crackers live
Our float was the opening item so it was so super loud!

After we went back to PA and return our costumes
Me, Xing Yi, Charlotte and her two friends were Geylang
3 girls and 2 guys go Geylang of course to do what youngsters normally do there
SUPPER la...What were you people thinking?
Haha
We had dim sum!
The whole table was full of dim sum!
Dim sum dim sum yummy dim dum!
Because i was asking so much questions, curious you see...so Charlotte's friends drove us around to see see look look...since we were already there...
Hahaha
Then they drove us back home and sent us all the way to our lifts


CHINGAY 24 February 2007:

It was ren2 ri4 also
And i got two sms wishing me Happy Birthday
Haha

This day seem to very rush...
In the end I had a few stylists attending to me
Feels like some big shot
Haha
And the same go for the other three
And yes...the fourth one is called The Blue One
Haha

I've took pictures with LOTS LOTS of people!!!
Alot of people took picture with us too!
Made us feel more like big shots
Haha
There's this aunty from the crowd behind the barrier...she shouted at me and Shanyi to turn towards them for them to take pictures...
I was like -.-"
If we were to collect $5 for each picture...we would have earned hundreds and hundreds and probably reaching thousands
Haha



























Our float was a cruise ship and she was the captain/sailor






















See! Like i said...they are sooo tall. Not that i'm short...






















Colourful lions...




























Rehearsals. They had been going up and down up and down for don't know how many times...






















Dragon made out of colourful windmills






















Solid proof of illegal gambling. On the streets somemore...haha























































Me and Charlotte!




























Shanyi and me!




























Me and Beng Long. One of the guy helpers. He and Longjie took very great care of us. Longjie was like our bodygaurd getting us out of the crowd. Me and Shanyi was supposed to stand around our float for the public to take picture with us. The crowd came. And they took pictures with us non-stop. If not for Longjie, both of us will be stuck there. Even when we were walking our there will be people stopping us to take picture with them.
















Prosperity.Health.Longevity















































The Indian dancers!






















The kids are sooooo cute!





































































Overall, we had fun!
We get to meet different people from different countries and the whole event was a great eye-opener for us

















































The reunion! The four of us were split to two different during the parade...and we managed to meet up!

The Green One.
The Yellow One.
The Pink One.
The Blue One.



There are pictures of the floats as well...
I will upload after Xing Yi send me more of our photos

12:15 PM