Thursday, August 28, 2008
This week hasn't been good. Had been forcing myself to work. Nothing goes right for them means that it's my fault. But but but I was so happy to see some of my ex-managers and ex-colleagues during NDP Appreciation Function at Ritz Carlton last night. So glad that they still remember me:))) Then a stupid phone call ruin my pretty mood. A phone call to put blame on me because of communication breakdown between the China performers and them. BOO!
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2:04 PM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
The only comforting last night was reaching home seeing my brother watching cartoons and hearing my boyfriend's voice.WHY MUMMY DIDN'T GIVE BIRTH TO ME WITH A 欠扁/欠揍/欠打/欠骂 FACE?
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10:17 AM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Yesterday.Another malay manager yelled and shouted at me. YES. HE LITERALLY YELLED AND SHOUTED. over the phone. because i was trying to argue my point. to defend myself. Did I mentioned before how I walked to the backstore as instructed by one of them and see the whole group of them seated waiting there (had already talked among themselves) to "fix" me. Ya. Instead of just standing there and get bombarded for I-don't-even-know-why, I had to defend myself right? I'm not an idiotic stupid fool. Just because he's the Operations Manager and I'm a nobody-yet in the company, I can't have the rights to defend myself? Nah. I didn't cry over that. Because Kelvin wasn't here to keep asking, "你ok吗?"BOOOOO. I'm so so sad now after typing all this. I need more 强心针s in the weekends...moremoreMORE.
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11:22 AM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Today's date is 20082008
Perhaps what happened that night wasn't remembered clearly. The speed. The way the wheels hit the curb. The sarcasm. But I was more so-very-worried than angry with the silly boy. I don't know if anything is going to tonight...
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4:22 PM
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
So much information were exchanged during meetings after meetings. Meetings as early as 9:15am. or as late as 8:30pm. I'm so drained after typing minutes. and it's still not done yet. Anyway. We had alot of projects coming up. Orchard Turn, Raffles City Shopping Centre and Clarke Quay are the few that public already knew. I can't disclose the rest here because it's confidential. Anyway. There's no happy stuff about work. as always. or perhaps it's just the Malay Community back there.
Ok. Happy happy photos!
:)))
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9:51 AM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
有时候真的很希望自己能够分成好几个。。。
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5:59 PM
Monday, August 11, 2008
NDP 2008终于告一段落
在Merlion Park的现场直播
和在Clarke Quay全球瞩目的北京奥运会开幕典礼与NDP2008现场直播
都完美落幕
心里感触良多。。。说不出来我现在的感受
不过我的星期六终于是我的啦！
一直说自己交上了很多封辞职信和向全世界说自己要离开。。。
但是人还在这里。。。
这对我来说只是一个无聊的做作
一个要让全世界都知道自己对公司有多么重要的表演
不是说过现在老板有了Eric你交上辞职信一定会被批准，那你现在为什么不要交看看？
不是一直都说想走吗？
一下说要让公司在市场上东山再起
一下又转口说要离开
打交道的时候人人总回先问我：“他还在吗？”
你知我知。。。
Anyway. Ya. Daddy had been asking Mummy why I'm working in a company that underpay me so much. And Mummy came to tell me that Daddy had means of wanting me to quit and change to a better paying job. I'll see how things go when i go over to Marketing and Projects after my Mid Autumn. Mummy had been asking me about my birthday party. It's once a lifetime thing and she wants me to celebrate it. She wants me to book a chalet. I'll be enthusiastic if I'm planning for my friends. All the weirdcrazywild ideas will just pop out of my head. But I don't know why I don't any ideas for mine now. Hmmm. Anyway. I'm very tried right now. My body is aching. Anyway. I miss the banglah days in Ritz. I miss the days in Barnacles Team before everyone started leaving one by one. I miss the days in MP. I miss the ban mian sessions with Pigay Gang. I miss the stayovers at Grace's house. I miss the chill-out sessions with VILLA. I miss dancing and my dancemates and my instructors. I miss exhanging lame cold jokes with people as lame and cold as me. I miss laughing out loud. I miss chocolates. I miss roses and sunflowers. I miss yum yum for my tum tum. I miss just sitting in front of the television with the remote control and tidbits. Ahhh. I miss those times. It's mostly fighting back tears now. It's mostly office politcs now. It's mostly lost-in-time days now. It's mostly Monday-blues every Monday now. It's mostly Friday-please-come-quick every week now. It's mostly please-give-us-salary-on-time every month now. It's mostly whinning and blabbering like what I'm doing now
我是一个有着很传统思想的小女人。会把某些事看得比生命还重要。
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10:46 AM
Thursday, August 07, 2008
Aziz took away the Merlion Park project and take charged of it himself. right in front of me. right in front of everyone. That was my first project. He tried to take my Mid Autumn Project over too. I fought it back. It's just not fair. Not just that. he kept shooting me indirectly. I need more than one fire extinguisher.很累
不是因为工作累
而是厌倦了 Leonard Tham: Leonard Tham aka johnny bravo. Pink file. Using it again haha.Me: HAHAHAHA:)))Me: Ah! Mr Tham i miss u! I miss Janice too! And Vivienne! And Dilys!Leonard Tham: I miss the times too. I miss all me my leonard's angels.
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2:49 PM
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
那句话。。。我听了顿时心碎了。。。
还深深的印在脑海里。
伤了他我心也碎。
那才很深刻的明白我要一直一直只牵着他的手一直一直的走下去。。。
其他人说说也罢问问也罢在背后说我也罢。
为什么要编一个大故事骗我？
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9:55 AM
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
The past two hours had been bad. Really bad.
Time seemed to tick by very...very slowly.
I'm feeling very helpless and lost......
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6:06 PM
Friday, August 01, 2008
Eric offered me to go over to Projects.
that's where my passion is. In the very first place.
a new package will be worked out for me.
i was thinking...why not?
i get to do marketing.
i get to do events and projects.
i got the best of both worlds.
had a small internal conflict with Aziz in the morning.
he seemed to be distorting whatever i said.
and got all my meanings wrong.
i was sad and disappointed.
not giving attitute.
it was a little hurtful and harsh.but we are fine now:)perhaps i should complain no more.and pretend everything's alright.so i wouldn't have to do the so-called "right way"then perhaps one day, laugh at me and say "see, i told you so."if the day ever comes.
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6:15 PM
