Thursday, October 08, 2009
I wished there are no natural disasters in other countries, no happening events like F1 or NDP in Singapore. Hmmm. what else? So my busy boyfriend will not be so busy. Cannot meh?Anyway, shall see how my interview tonight goes. If all goes well I will be working part time at night after work. So then I can repay my bank debts and pay for another future school fees and give my parents more money and see a doctor when I really had to and go for dance classes to find back that spark I’ve lost AND run away to another country to hide myself for a while.
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2:41 PM
Saturday, October 03, 2009
I thought you had already dumped it away. Until one day you said I smelled like the soft toy I gave you. (YEAH! it was that pink bunny I sew few nights before my 21st birthday party)
The only thing I do when I log into Facebook is to look at photos from friends. I did a little housekeeping on my Friends List. Just to clear away random Tom, Dick and Henry. So now when I poke my friends, I’m poking MY FRIENDS and not any random people. I think it is better this way. Anyway as I was saying, I enjoy looking at photos from my friends, to see what they had been up to.
Work had been…I don’t know. The experience is good, environment is good, learning ground is definitely there. But…I suck in whatever things I do. Or maybe I’m just not up to be in the MICE industry? Or maybe I should not be taking things too hard and just take all of these as a learning experience.
I want to go back to school. I want a degree. But I’m already paying Citibank the debts I owed for the DHTB course. Plus paying for transportation and lunch, I’m dried. I never shop. But I don’t know how my money in my account depletes so fast. To begin with, I don’t get paid much, just nice to cover my debts, transportation and lunch lo, which explains why my uni fund is not growing. I’m not tempted by any so called “business opportunities”. I rather wash car, be part-time maid, pole dancer, mascot parading around. than getting involved in those “business opportunities”. Or maybe I should go to some country to work and earn their euro dollars. HAHA.
Sometimes I wished he doesn’t have to be so busy. Till to other people, it seemed too ridiculous.
"Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though it’s one day further from the last time you saw each other, it’s one day closer to the next time you will.” - Peyton (One tree hill)
Or it gets easier because you got used to it, you have to get used to it. It’s not like you’ve got a choice?
Like it’s just a dotted line and you are supposed to sign it.
Though sometimes I will kick up some fuss and you got irritated (not to get you irritated) and scold me.
But I’ll still like the sweet little things that you do.
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8:51 PM
