Saturday, November 18, 2006
Just reached home from workIt was a 950pax dinner and dance eventNo wonder they were all frantically calling people to workAm i stupid or kind-hearted?Anyway, working was fineExcept that being MIA for so long i saw a lot of unfamiliar facesBut it's nice being able to see the "old friends" =)Oh ya...and i saw Kenrick tooThis time not in the tuxedo but in chef uniformHe always have to pinch my cheeksSharon had a hard time guessing his nameWhen i finally told herShe went, "OOOHHHHhhhhhhhhh! I interviewed him myself the last time. A good catch. He's a very honest guy."Didn't know Sharon gossips tooHahaKhor thanked me for coming down to work when he saw meAnd you know what's the next thing he said?"fen1 shou2 le ma? hai2 zai4 yi4 qi3 ah?"So just nice i was at the bar and Alvin was thereNow what he said too?"wa. hai2 zai4 yi4 qi3 ah? wei4 shen3 me4 na4 me4 jiu3?"Everytime i saw them...even though it's different questions but the topic is the sameWhen i was still you-know...they was all asking if they got chance a not...i know Khor and Alvin were always joking la...But to the rest...either from workplace or school...i don't what i did or say that made them misunderstood...Come to think of it...i think i had hurt him the mostIndirectlyNon-intentionallyFrom what Michelle and Alvin told me...he was really depressedMade me sound like a bad personIts not wrong to reject people mah...I'm sorry if i had said something or done something that lit the spark and made them made them think that "I'm the one"...it wasn't on purposePlease don't wait for meI'm not worth waiting for...Just give up on meThere are so many other girls who are so much more better than meAnd to him, i hope he will find the real true missing jigsaw puzzle in his life...it can't be me...Hmmm, well, weeks had just passed like thatPerhaps it was what i had experienced in the first semester...i should put all those bad and terrible experiences at the back of my head and see things in a different perspectiveI wanna thank Janice for always being there. =Di need help.please help me to get you out of my head.
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