Sunday, June 29, 2008
The real working world is so...complicated. So unpredictable. I'm not struggling in work. not yet at the moment. In fact, as I started to get along well with people in the office, going to work was fun despite having to wake up early and travel a long journey to the office. After the MESS at Dieppe Barracks, I realised that I had alot of entertaining work to do in the long run. As my network slowly expands, as I get to know more people, more and more unhidden truths were slowly revealed right in front of my eyes. How and why Robert leave the company. The love-hate relationship between Media AV and PICO. The past. The views and perceprtions from different people. And there's still more to go. I can't imagine I'm absorbing so much of "information" and yet I can't talk to anyone. Definitely not to my colleagues. Definitely not to people I know in Cityneon. So what now? I started to think alot. About what people said to me. About the choices I made. About what I had always believed in. I don't know who to trust. I don't know what is right and what is wrong. I was so happy hanging out with Pigay Gang...enjoying myself so much that I forgot eveything until I was walking back home from Wei Liang's 21st Birthday Party which was just a few blocks away from mine. It's something that I can't run away from. It's something that cannot be solved. It's there. like as though it's meant for me. something that I had to go through. It's something that it's pre-arranged but not something that can be predicted. I just have to keep on walking. keep on keep on walking...
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10:38 PM
