Thursday, November 06, 2008
I look at the time just to know the time there
"What is he doing?"
"Is he still working at this time?"
"Has he gone to lalaland?"
When he calls, it is just
"Hello dear dear"
"I got to go/got to go somewhere/got to get back to work ok, darling"
"Call you soon"
"Muack"
Because all the while I was ranting on and on...about work...(gosh, what happened to my life?)And the next time I can hear his voice again is like 2 days later
AND I CAN'T CALL HIM
If he is there for something else, I will spring right up in front of him and shocksurprise him (err...Jack-in-the-box)...
What happened on Monday and Tuesday was the that's-it-man. The only thing that had been holding me back was suddenly overpowered by some other much more stronger forces. I want dance back in my life. I want my vibrant life back. I want to go after drama serials like how I used to. I want to venture into the MICE industry, which was what I always wanted all along, not some AV rental company. I want to talk about happy stuff at work. I want to enjoy weekends without my handphone and laptop. I want to know what time I knock-off from work and not I-know-what-time-I-end-work-only-when-I-end-work. I don't want to forget parties and dates. I don't want my boyfriend to always wait aimlessly for me. I want to love my job not just because of the opportunity to interact with big reputable company. I want to be treated the right way.
♥
12:32 AM
