Monday, May 11, 2009
Is it just me? That I don't like dragging things about? But then, shutting off and away is not a bad way too. Now thinking about all I've been through. Calling LTA and the traffic police. Going up and down both ways just to make sure. Waiting and roaming around aimlessly. Cried till I thought I'll throw up and faint. Deep deep deep down, I secretly fought that it's not ALL entirely my fault. I'm not pushing blame. I did not start the blaming part. So what else can I say? Many many times, I shoved off the "BUT IT"S NOT FAIR!". and be whatever you meant. I almost gave up. I hadn't been sending stupid/funny sms-es because I'm stupid or trying to be funny. Perhaps you think it's stupid and funny because you don't even care at all. Think I've reached to the extreme of the extreme. I don't think I have the energy and patience to hang on should there be a next time round.
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2:49 PM
